My fringe is amazing. It can part like the red sea when it wants to. When I don't want it to. My family is amazing. Especially the baby. So young and already reaching for one of life's important things (alcohol). That night Kian Seng and I were busy shoving our excited faces into as many photos possible. Mitch is a very re-assuring person to talk to. Five minutes before 2010 the three of us ran into the brightly lit hall and away from the darkness of the poolside. I felt a different kind of comfort then. 2010 started with arms flung joyously around bodies. It's wrong but I was silently rating the hugs I got.

Ohana. (Wei Ying I think I finally get what this means and I hope you do too. Soon. Even though they will wait for you forever. Happy New Year kid.)

May we all see open doors where before we saw closed ones.
May we all see ourselves as clearly as we would like others to see us.
May we all be free from pain and suffering.
And may we all love and be loved.