Monday, January 4, 2010

Not many of you have seen me with my fringe up the past two years. Usually the world appears shady. There is the thick veil of fringe I see through. I have grown used to it like a second skin. Walking around fringeless is quite like walking around naked. Like many others I'm insecure about my looks. Plainly put I think I am pretty ugly. So I quite admired people who walked around fringeless in sku. They're probably pretty damn comfortable in their own skin. (Unless they were prefects. Or were just afraid of getting booked.)

There are many things I don't like about my face. Like how one eyebrow is naturally more arched than the other. Or that my smile is crooked. My right canine is very pointy (like a vampire's!) I don't have freckles either. Freckles would be nice. I think my ears are big and cute but they jut out sometimes. The distance between my lips and nose is really short. So I can touch my nose with my tongue. The right of my forehead still has a bump from when I ran into a wall years ago.

I noticed all that cause I just scrutinised myself in the mirror. I could stare at myself all day. Not because I love my face but there are so many irregularities to pick out. I have decided that I like the left half of my face more than my right.

There are probably a million more important and consequential things to worry about than the uneven arching of my eyebrows but none of them seem urgent. Time to distract myself. Ciaooo.