i excitedly posted a video of cole mohr on this space about two hours ago but the formatting was just not right like fitting a square peg into a round hole step sister feet into tiny dainty glass shoes mm i want glass shoes that gladys and i would fling in our slipper flinging competitions. i like competitions well almost all the time because most of the time i am not at competitions which is why i like them.. when i can i will dip dye my hair and i hope it grows out to be wild and bushy and rebellious and full of air i will be an airhead maybe then when i want to i will be able to float float float away like a hot air balloon. but not full of hot air just nice thoughts and sparrows. and when a countryside that looks like a giant patchwork quilt from up above where i am floating comes into view i will land swiftly gently onto green green grass hoping it is a place that experiences seasons especially autumn if i could be a season i would like to be autumn and jump into piles of my own fallen red golden yellow leaves and wait for winter and wait for spring and summer to pass quickly for i do not take much interest in them and wait for autumn to come again and fall asleep for a hundred years wake up beside rip van winkle admire his white beard that glistens like diaphanous cob webs almost transparent in the orange autumnal sun. i wish the forest in my dreams were right beside a beach with shallow coruscating winking waters that i could walk in but that is strangely something i could never picture or imagine..