LAST YEAR I WOULD HAVE WISHED IT TO BE MY BIRTHDAY
I never understood why people would want to kiss in the rain but if its snow I guess it would be kind of cool. Unless snow is alot like rain. I wouldn't know. I remember asking Yutan to bring me back snow once but she said her maid threw it away because it just looked like dirty water in a bottle.

TRUE, TRUE. VERY UNLIKE OF ME TO POST OR EVEN LIKE SUCH PICTURES (can a person ever be unlike herself if she cannot be anything but what she is and what she tries to be becomes a part of her anyway?) BUT TAISAN'S TUMBLR SUDDENLY APPEALS TO ME IT SPEAKS TO ME LIKE SNOW WHITE COULD SPEAK TO THE ANIMALS IN THE WOODS kind of. How times have changed I feel so old two years ago someone asked me if I had any regrets and I proudly said NO (but I probably just didn't think it through properly) he had many regrets and if he could live again he would change many things like how hard he studied in primary school which I thought was really cute.
Speaking of primary school I remember being such a bully in primary school! In primary 2 there was this girl called Yifei who won a pencilcase because she got top in class for mental sums the whole term and so my form teacher bought her a pencilcase which I thought was really pretty at the time and this other classmate really really liked it and so I took it from Yifei and gave it to that classmate and thought Yifei didn't mind and was cool with it cause she didn't say anything and then that night when I came home turns out she DID mind and wasn't very cool with it cause her mommer had called my mommer to complain about my redistribution of Yifei's goods le sigh so the next day I had to get the pencilcase back and return it to her and apologise and I felt really bad about it. This is one thing I regret.
Then in Primary 6 I told this girl called Prisilla to go fuck herself and then she complained to Mrs Ong (who happened to love me and so tried to let me off as lightly as possible without looking unfair) and so I couldn't run for vice-head prefect anymore hahaha. This I do not regret.
In secondary school either in Year 2 or 3 before the exams Yutan, Danetta, Natalie, Berenice, Leia and I used to stay back in the classroom to study and we always almost ended up playing. I remember we played this game we invented called abminton where we used various objects to hit a shuttlecock around the classroom and we called it abminton cause we laughed so hard we were sure it'd give us abs. Needless to say I did really shittily for exams that term and got scolded by my mommer (okay so I didn't do thaaat badly but worse than normal and so the mommer was mighty displeased I think my GPA was around 3.5 when I usually got around 3.7 but 3.5 was still safely above average so I think I have a HIGH EXPECTATIONS ASIAN MOTHER..) This is another thing I do not regret.

Okay please check out these two lovely creatures whom back then in Secondary 1 I called Dayday and Charloo and whom I now call Dayday and Grandpox. DEAR CHARLOTTE IF YOU READ THIS (which I know you will) PLEASE KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU TO THE ENDS OF THE WORLD AND BACK AND I MISS YOUR LIGHT BLUE SQUARISH BACKPACK AND YOUR ROUND SPECTACLES WHICH OLD WOMEN LIKE YOU SHOULD WEAR MORE OFTEN BECAUSE OLD WOMEN LOOK CUTE IN ROUND SPECTACLES AND I MISS HOW WE USED TO ANNOY EVERYONE IN CLASS WITH OUR TIGER WAVES AND ASKING EVERYONE TO VOTE FOR US FOR BEING THEIR BEST FRIENDS AND OUR MULTITUDINOUS TRIPS TO THE TOILET BECAUSE OUR BLADDERS ARE BROKEN AND LAUGHING WITH NOTTY DUCK AND OUR VARIOUS BROTHERS AND LAUGHING AT FLABBYABBY SOME MORE AND AT WEIYI AND HOW SHE ASKED PIPA TO HAND IN THEIR CHEMISTRY ASSIGNMENTS AND HOW SHARON SIOW USED TO WHEEL INTO CLASS WITH HER DELIGHTFUL TROLLEY AND HOW WE MESSAGED JAPNA WITH SHARAN'S PHONE AND ASKED IF WE WERE KAURECT AND THE BELWARD VIDEO WE FILMED AND ANNOYING PEOPLE IN CINEMAS (OH MY GOODNESS DYOU REMEMBER HOW IN DANCE OF THE DRAGON THE THEATRE WAS KIND OF EMPTY AND WE MADE SO MUCH NOISE OR HOW WE KEPT GETTING ANGRY DISTURBED STARES FROM THE PERSON IN FRONT OF US DURING SHREK) AND STANDING ON THE PODIUM TOGETHER for like five seconds AND DANCING IN FIELDS BEFORE MEAL AND DRINKS AND IT IS HIGHLY LIKELY THAT NO ONE ELSE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT AND THINK I HAVE DEMENTIA (DYSENTIA) BUT IT IS ALRIGHT BECAUSE WE WILL HAVE DEMENTIA TOGETHER☻BLACKHEAD FOR YOU

Yay I really like the holidays because even though I have to study alot I have time to just sit and reminisce and think about all sorts of things and I feel everything so much more strongly and intensely and clearly (everything is illuminated). Today while watching the Green Lantern (oh apparently green is the power of will so seeing as I love green I guess this somehow makes me a very wilful person I would make a fantastic green lantern for sure okay blast not my tenuous links) there was this part of the show nearing the end when Ryan Reynolds blasts through a satellite in space and all I could think about was how hot Blake Lively was and that someone who was watching soccer at that moment would suddenly have his connection cut off because his satellite got blown to pieces. And on monday while watching X-men I kept talking during the movie cause I didn't get many things at all I think I am a lousy movie companion I make too much noise also Angel in the show has the stupidest powers ever because her wings are lame although they would make a pretty cool tattoo.

That is all.