Dear God, please help me love me even if I am a horrendously ugly person whom doesn’t deserve love because my self-loathing is driving me up the wall. The need to.. injure has never been stronger and I think I will soon be breaking promises I’ve made to both myself and friends and I really really don’t want this to happen. Please help me to see what is beautiful about life and to be thankful for blessings I might otherwise overlook. Please please please give me the help I need and protect me from what I want. Grant me emotional stability and peace and love and self-control and all that which I am lacking because I look at myself and I see myself fumbling and struggling and failing in so many ways.

sticks and stones might break my bones but words will always hurt me