I have never felt as dependent and entirely vulnerable as I did yesterday but never as safe and as loved as well. I guess it was just one of those things I had to try in order to know to avoid. This morning doddy didn't say anything when he saw me so I guess its just something we'll not talk about like skeletons in closets and things people sweep under rugs.



Also at paintball the dude couldn't pronounce niranjan's name so for the whole time we were there nini was known as RAJ