oh lordy lordy lord chem tomorrow and english on tuesday i was thinking about it i'll have absolutely no time to study for english after tomorrow's paper and what am i doing i am looking at lovely pictures on tumblr no screw that UGLY UGLY PICTURES i would have been ecstatic with 43 but at the rate i'm going i don't think i'm going to get half that score okay maybe i'll get half that score and slightly more but URGH GARGLE FROTH DROWN DIE i'm going to do so badly and what if i do badly for english???? as conceited as this might sound i don't think my english is bad BUT WHAT IF MY EXAM SCORES DON'T VALIDATE THIS.. STUPID BELIEF AND FAITH I HAVE IN MY ENGLISH SKILLZ?!?!?!? JUST LIKE HOW I SCREWED UP THE EASY MAFF PAPERS i will be very sad like tear up my ib transcript sad GO AHEAD LAUGH AT MY STUPID STRESSED STRETCHED FACE I WANT TO PUMMEL SOMETHING WITH MY FISTS OF FURY and what if i have bad luck on my birthday again and screw up bio NOOOUUUUOUOUOUOUOU then i can't say BYE-O BIO and be all happy-wappy about it sob sob i want to drown in my imaginary tears omg this is what its like in my head every night before i go to bed going to bathe and hopefully calm myself down now keep calm and get this ib shit done with okay okay i can do it i can do it LETS DO THIS SHIT but first bath time and maybe some sleep DID YOU KNOW ?! IS CALLED AN INTERROBANG OKAY NOW YOU DO