i took that photo a few days ago and my hair's already a few shades lighter it looks green now kind of and i'm thinking of dying the ends purple when the green fades to blonde and slowly but surely my tumblr is morphing (MIGHT MORPHING POWER RANGERS) into a black and white blog again this is terrible also just now i watched blue valentine and cindy said something that i ruminated on while walking (because running is too intense for my exercise deficient body) basically when we know to or how we are supposed to trust our feelings when they can disappear or change or become nuanced so diaphanously so transiently and i don't have an answer to that or even a decent justification for trusting these slippery fervors but i do and i falter sometimes (too often)