sometimes i feel as though i'm not angry enough for muay thai usually during training i think of how i'd look just shadow-boxing into empty space or attacking the punching bag that is more than twice my size and start giggling and then my coach looks at me with this glare that makes me feel i've insulted his ancestors and so i think of random thingabobbies to get myself pumped up and angry (for example if during warm up the skipping rope thwacks my toes i take up a personal vendetta against it the rest of the duration of the lesson)

really nice packaging on my jiejie's massive new make-up case which led me to consider how much the packaging affects how much i'd want to buy a product for all i really am is a goldfish or a guppy ok yes i am a guppy (they die easy) scavenging around in the fishbowl of Consumerism