Second day of school tomtomz and already I am down with a fever and respiratory infection but since I am all-loving I shall go to school and frolic about and spread the cancer for the cure. Meeting teachers was funny because Beatrice and I could picture Mr Azmi and Mr Chooi being monks in remote cavernous mountains *ZEN*

'I feel too much. That's what's going on.'

'Do you think one can feel too much? Or just feel in the wrong ways?'

'My insides don't match up with my outsides.'

'Do anyone's insides and outsides match up?'

'I don't know. I'm only me.'

'Maybe that's what a person's personality is: the difference between the inside and outside.'

'But it's worse for me.'

'I wonder if everyone thinks it's worse for him.'

'Probably. But it really is worse for me."