FINALLY FOUND IT this is possibly one of the sickest music videos I've ever seen (sickest like gruesome and sickest like awesome) and when I first watched it which was before they censored the end of the video, at the last few seconds the camera pans in to the girl's bleeding eye and in her glassy grey pupil you see the reflection of the white mouse scurrying away which was cinematic (razorsharp) and beautiful but the few people I showed the video to didn't like it very much and stared at me like so -:-