i should probably cut my fringe soon. at the end of sec four i tied my hair into a ponytail and used a pair of stationary scissors to massacre it (this was like a week before prom) and had to go to the dresser's to get it fixed and told the lady it was my jiejie who cut my hair aha such sibling luff my jiejie kinda sorta owned me after we left the shop though also i feel so filled with ennui that after emerging somewhat scathed from common tests we hafta start studying soon and i don't really feel like doing anything much but eating granola (two days ago was another one of those i'm-going-to-eat-granola-at-every-meal-just-cause-i-can days) and reading my story books (i'm happily whittling down the nine books i bought in june) i want one of those headlight thingabobbies so i can emit light from my forehead and read my books in bed and not get out from under my comforter and walk to the light switch okay i'm making it sound as though the light switch is like a hunnert metres away or something but at night one metre feels all kinds of close to a hunnert.